The virtual world has become uncontrollably popular, almost necessary, that I've found a variety of specific
channels that focus on peculiar interests. As sad as it is to say, I only review my xanga to reminisce on old
pictures. I guess that is the essence of technology. Greater advances continue to mock our temporary
satisfactions and in order to hide nonconformity, since it is not the social norm to stand out, we (I say we to
generalize the human population so I can feel better about myself in lieu of the negative assumption that I
am about to make) obsessively indulge ourselves in the everyday development of the technical world. With
that said, I've become an internet junkie, like the rest of my generation. Be a creeper and stalk me in every
possible way if you want. You can literally stalk me from every corner of the virtual realm that I reside in
with all these different portals of online communication. Listing them like this seems as though I'm
inviting you to do so. I suppose so.

in order of birth:
aim: illsmilefohyou
www.xanga.com/illsmilefohyou
www.myspace.com/illsmilefohyou
www.flickr.com/illsmilefohyou
www.facebook.com/illsmilefohyou
www.michellecho.wordpress.com
www.twitter.com/n_____n

To be utterly honest, its slightly sickening to think that the third graders at my work have sidekicks and
have already gone through three phones; that eight year olds have cooler phones than I do... says the girl
who has three emails and checks them regularly along with the other unnecessary social sites. (I never
know if I  use semi-colons correctly so I used it anyway. What have I got to lose besides my credibility?)
Anyway, this is my temporary goodbye. Farewell for now. God, this is so unnecessary. Ha, what can I do
but laugh at myself? Just to be entirely and quite ridiculously trendy, go watch Star Trek because it is by
far one of the greatest movies to start off this summer. (I literally wrote this entry because I felt an odd
guilt for not having closure with my xanga. When did I become so attached? -_-)

I want to be Velma for Halloween next year.
I also want to go trick-or-treating... in Beverly Hills.

Who do you believe?
What prevents us from achieving our best?
Where are you?
When will there be peace?
Why do I let fear prevent maximum greatness?
How do we measure potential?

Structure.

Ohmahgah, voting is next week. So crazy.
I went to Monster Massive this past Saturday.
A lot of fun. Quite an experience. I wish I was
going to Hard. Aish. Justicceeee! Crystal Castles!
That's going to be an AMAZING show.

Anyway, I'm video chatting with Donald and since
I cannot multi-task, my entry will end here. Farewell!

Would you look at that. Pure fun. Well I guess not so pure for some, but for me. haha





 


 

 


sincerely,
illsmilefohyou

 
 
 
 
Currently listening to: Fischerspooner
Currently reading: Fast Food Nation
Currently craving: sleep, skinny, acuteboy

So my graphic design class at my hagwon went to this coffee shop in Glendale
called Lamill. Its on Silverlake and its really nice, you guys should check it out
if you guys have some spare time. I think my future boyfriend and I will be going
there for a date or two. The only problem now is to find one. Ha. Anyway...

There's this cute guy at school. Its about time I found one. Anyway, he
doesn't seem too friendly though. Oh well, they can't have everything or
else, they'd be perfect... and we all know those don't exist. haha..dangit.
 
When I buy a house, I want one with two bathrooms. And if I ever marry,
I hope that my handsome husband is a cute snorer. Snoring is so calming.
Or I should I say heavy breather? Either way, it's comforting to know that
he is sleeping peacefully. Well I wouldn't know what he's dreaming about
so I couldn't really assume that they're sleeping peacefully right? meh.
 
I received free Brownie Bites at Ralph's because it was marked a different
price than it rang up at the cashiers. I'm so happy. I am going to share it
with my type class tomorrow. Gotta share the blessings, nah mean??!
  
So I have this internal warfare going on in my mind right now.
The human mind is so complex. Oh dear. I live life without much thought
a lot because I'm continuously on the go, or constantly busy that once I
lay down on my bed and stop everything that I'm doing, it all hits at me.
'It' referring to everything that I should be thinking about while I'm conscious.
You know? It's like when you're on the freeway and all of a sudden there's
this traffic jam and if you don't slow down yourself earlier, you're going
to hit a car and its going to create a chain reaction with all the other cars.
What am I talking about? I don't know. I don't think many people will understand,
but I suppose thats what a blog is. Hoping to find somebody that will understand
the jibberjabber that you put in this thing. Well that's my two cents for the day.
I think I purposely put my font smaller so that it's not as readable. Man am I cruel.

I thought I would update more often since nobody uses xanga and everybody
says that they don't use it and that they should start using it again. Action speaks
louder than words. Let's see if I could post at least once a week. Haha Highly unlikely,
but I'm only saying that so I won't be disappointing anybody. Hopefully I take more
pictures throughout the week though, on the real. Well enjoy the rest! (:
 






sincerely,
illsmilefohyou

Wow, it's been more than two months since I've last posted. Amazing.
School has started and it is a lot of work, but equally fun. Unfortunately
there are no cute guys. Bummer, but I guess its better for me so I could
focus on my work. HA! Sigh.

The other day at my art hagwon, I asked this girl what high school she's
going to go to (she's in 8th grade! ohmahgah) and she said some Pasadena
high school and she asked me what high school I go to and I answered
Torrance High. It literally took a full minute to realize that I'm in college.
I felt stupid. haha

Freshman 15? Freshmen 15? Whatever it's called, it's happening to me.

Isn't the weather just lovely?! It reminds me of fall which then reminds me of winter.
Winter reminds me of Christmas and I love Christmas. It gets cold outside and you
just sit down in a comfy place drinking hot chocolate and color a book. Just grand.
Sigh, I'm going to need somebody to snuggle with soon because even though I love
my layered sweaters, nothing warms my heart quicker than a cute boy. Well maybe
like kimcheejeegae.. and ddubukgi.. and that hot chocolate. Okay so there are more
things, but someone cute would be nice! I like this weather.

So these pictures are from the end of summer until now-ish. 
I think they are a good representation of my life from the last two months
minus the many people I've seen and met.
 


























sincerely,

illsmilefohyou

sincerely,
illsmilefohyou